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Ill Never Go - Erik Santos
The site of him saying goodbye is still very clear in my mind. I can exactly recall how, every second I was with him that very day counts.
We both decided to give each other a space. I wish I could stop the time so I'll never have to say goodbye. It breaks my heart little by little letting him go, but it was a step we both have to painfully undertake. I've never acted like this before. It was such a humbling experience -putting myself down- just to make him stay and hold on to the relationship. It was not an issue of "a love gone"...It was more of personal factors beyond our control. They just seem to interfere with the relationship, so we had to cool down a bit.
It was so difficult because we both knew how we really love each other to let the relationship disappear. The more it shattered my heart into pieces the last minute he kissed my lips several times whispering how much he loves me and he'll always do. I saw him shed tears that very moment I stepped out of his car.
I guess... this is a part of growing in a relationship. I will always remember that very moment with him wheneder I hear this song. I dedicate this song to the only man I love and will always love every single day of my life. "I'll never go, so far away from you even the sky will tell you that I need you so. For this is all I know I'll never go... far away from you"
I will just be around, waiting for you...XX
I'll Never Go
By Eric Santos
You always ask me
Those words i say
And telling me what it means to me
Every single day
You always act this way
For how many times i told you
I love you
For this is all i know
Come to me and hold me
And you will see
The love i give
For you still hold the key
Every single day
You always act this way
For how many times i told you
I love you
For this is all i know
Chorus:
I'll never go far away from you
Even the sky will tell you
That i need you so
For this is all i know
I'll never go far away from you
Come to me and hold me
And you will see
The love i give
For you still hold the key
Every single day
You always act this way
For how many times i told you
I love you
For this is all i know
This is the Nexxus band original song. They were one of my favorites in the past. I never knew this song could mean so painful to other people.